ugh

today has been the worst.i was so happy at the beginning only to fall face first.this has been the first day in awhile that ui woke up happy.and it turned to be the worst days evar!!! so dumb.oh im sure there is a reason for this but sometimes i feel so blind.what if what God was trying to show me was right there and i missed it? sometimes i feel so stupid and useless.but i know better.i have a purpose.Lord im sorry for my lack of faith.i am weak.forgive me.